May 1

Today was my turn to clean at AGEAC. I came alone; usually there are two or three people for cleaning. So I thought, "I must clean quickly" and I started my work. It was not difficult because I was happy. When I was cleaning, I sang and thought happy thought, suddenly, the shelf broke. Last summer I had broken the light control and the door while cleaning the office. It happened again!. Then when i am trying to repair it, AGEAC teacher came in, and said "Please! be careful! this is impossible! Previous you have broken two things " and he said "please! do not sing. You are disturbing my working" At that time, the teacher was translating a movie. I was shocked and afraid of him. I have never seen him angry. Then some workers who are also my friend, came into the office and cleaned with me. After the cleaning was finished. I went out. I controlled myself, so I did not cry. Later I understood that it was my fault, because I must observe what I am doing. But I was not doing that. Now I think it is not bad and had experienced. I am doing to try observing myself, who I am, where I am, What I am doing.